Taylur Ngo
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Writer | Storyteller
I’m a writer based in Southern California where I live with my children and extended family. I earned a MFA in Creative Writing from San Diego State University and a BA in Theater and Southeast Asian Studies from UCLA. Currently, I work in marketing and teach writing workshops in the evening.
Love addiction. Inter generational trauma. Stories we tell ourselves. These are the reoccurring themes in my work. To this end, I‘m often diving into historical narratives and photographs of past eras for inspiration.
Photos left to right: My mother and me, Manila refugee camps, 1982 | Subject and photo credit unknown | My maternal grandmother, aka Bango, 1950’s | Subject and photocredit unknown
Selected Writing
NOVEL
”Hội An Syndrome” - in progress
Global fiction and literature
A lyrical narrative that examines a middle-aged Vietnamese American architect through grief in the event of force majeure—a global pandemic.
CREATIVE NON-FICTION
“Children In The Woods”
So we gave ourselves an origin story: that we were two kids wandering the woods at night. We have no history. We have yet to have a future. We have just now. We have our hands, one moment empty, the next moment entwined. We are safe here. To our relief, we are safe from ourselves.
CREATIVE NON-FICTION
”I Invited Over Your Ex”
Now I look into her face, the face I had imagined hundreds of times. But I see nothing. No beauty. No pain. No desire. I’ve described a woman without a face. At least, that’s the face she allows to be reflected back, while she takes in mine. By contrast, she can tell what I am about. She has only to look to see all the ways I am exposed. I am the one who wants, wants from the moment I wake up, wants coffee in a French press, wants dinner together at the end of the day, wants you to come harder every time, wants to believe. Mine is the face of a woman who is both in love and extremely child-like. Wants to believe it will be me, after all.
PROSE POEM
”The Somnambulist Journal”
At a god forsaken hour, Sleep sneaks from my pillow to finish a game of marbles on the floor. Put that away, I say. Sleep shakes its head. After a minute, Sleep loses a blue marble under my bed then crawls over to the doorway to talk to a crack of light. I shut my eyes but hear its soft lisp in the dark. I sit up. You’re stubborn you know. And selfish. Sleep throws open the door. Sleep gets a glass of tap water from the kitchen, compulsively re-arranging furniture while downstairs. A 70’s painting of owls ends up over the mantle. Sleep wants to vacuum but is afraid of waking the neighbors so settles on picking food crumbs by hand. I watch from the stairs with a Borges book in my lap. A river sweeps me along, wrote Borges, but I am the river. Soon the sun materializes and The LA Times lands on our doorstep. No one believes this happens every night, no one except my mother. My mother insists that star of anise will give Sleep a bellyache. She swears by long, hot baths. Try adding Epson salt. She says to eat before eight. Or take a butter knife from the night stand, she whispers. slit Sleep’s throat with one long sweep.
SHORT STORY
”I Am My Rooster”
fiction
A young man enters the next phase of his life with his rooster at his side.
Winner - Best of the Net, 2009
Winner - Million Writers Award, 2012
Media
VIDEO ESSAY
“You Belong To Me” - in progress
Short narrated travelogue of my trip to Hội An, Việt Nam in 2022.
My grandparents love story is interspersed with my own tangled history of relationships. The pull towards Hội An was palpable, and I felt like I needed to stake my claim on this ancient town.
LIVE READINGS
“When Heaven and Earth Changed Places”
At the invitation of Le Ly Hayslip, I had the chance to read an excerpt from her first memoir—a book that has influenced me as a college student. Her life was adapted for the screen by Oliver Stone in the film, Heaven and Earth.
PHOTO ESSAY
“Stolen Moments”
An ongoing public project, where I explore private myths.
This photo essay is about the 70+ year old love story that has shaped my family through today.
Narrated in English with family names in Vietnamese:
- Ông ngoại – My mother’s feather, aka Ôngo
- Bà ngoại - my mother’s mother, aka Bàngo
- Ông Bà nội - my father’s parents
- Ba Má - my parents
Photos curated by @vintage.vietnamese on Instagram
Performances & Readings
Club O’Noodles - multiple spaces
Highways Performance Space - Santa Monica
Museum of Contemporary Art San Diego (MCASD)
One Mic - various spaces throughout Little Saigon
San Diego Architecture Institute
San Diego State University
San Jose Stage Theater
San Francisco State University
So Say We All - mainly The Whistlestop
Thursday Night Project - East West Players courtyard
UC Irvine
UCLA
UC San Diego
University of San Diego
USC
Vietnamese American Arts & Letters Association (VAALA)
PODCAST INTERVIEW
The Written Scene
I was a guest on Adam Greenfield’s podcast about writers and artists where I discussed imposter syndrome and making your mom cry [with your writing].